So, I am back with D. I am HAPPY too. He found out about T & at that moment it must have opened his eyes. Because ever since that day he was been different.. He has been... idk the word, just plain different, in a very good way. I think he realizes my worth & obviously doesn't want anyone else to have me...? He was supposed to visit this coming week, but money was gonna be running short & I think it would be better for me to just go there. We would have more "our" time, because if he came here my family and friends would be stuck up our ass. Soo I am going there, RI, in May for at least a week, maybe two! Idk maybe I will NEVER come back. Ooh Ooh, also he was saying how he wants to bring be to Bermuda for the Cup match Holiday, some 5 day weekend holiday thing where everyone just parties it up.. Idk for sure what it is. I just know everyone has off work so it would be "bonding" time with his family. Then at the end of the summer before he or WE go back to RI, he wants to come here, NE, & have bonding time with my family. I think all of this is cool.. I just dunno how it's gonna go down. Cuz shoooooot, I ain't rich lol I don't wanna be in Bermuda all broke sitting in the hotel. Guess I gotta hustle hard until the end of July. I don't mind doing that.. I just don't know how! Lol maybe be a stripper or summin.. they make bank, if you're cute.. in which I AM :-) . Anyways, what else is there to say? Hmm, D made it "facebook official" lol that term cracks me up, but for those that have facebook, you know it's more personal than MySpace.. So now it says I am engaged To D..S.. (that's his name, just not gonna fill y'all stalkers in THAT much). Makes me feel really special actually, I know that's lame, but for those who know my situation/relationship with D ; you would understand that it's a "big" step kinda. & Yes D and I will marry, idk when.. but I love this kid unconditionally.. After a year of having what I have come to know as the best thing for me.. Why waste time? Anyways, Sorry Edward (Cullen) for cheating on you.. I'll discuss the whole Polyandry, a woman having more than one husband, thing over with my soon-to-be husband. Hopefully he says it's cool. Hehe :-) I'm a nerd. Hmmmm, yeah I live with my sister now... big difference, I like it. I am still in school of course, only like 3 weeks left & finals - then SUMMER! *Woot Woot* Gotta love the summer time. I swear I'm gonna move to an island, I need warm weather all the time, or I'm just not happy. Okay, maybe I am still happy but I am much happier in the summer time. Ask around. Ooh BTW, my ma (mom) went grocery shopping for me. I LOVE HER. & Now I'm just staring at the food she got and getting hungry. I think it's time to go eat. TOODLES! :-)
*Sorry I don't proofread, I really don't care THAT much*
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