My Life As It Stands...

So, I am back with D. I am HAPPY too. He found out about T & at that moment it must have opened his eyes. Because ever since that day he was been different.. He has been... idk the word, just plain different, in a very good way. I think he realizes my worth & obviously doesn't want anyone else to have me...? He was supposed to visit this coming week, but money was gonna be running short & I think it would be better for me to just go there. We would have more "our" time, because if he came here my family and friends would be stuck up our ass. Soo I am going there, RI, in May for at least a week, maybe two! Idk maybe I will NEVER come back. Ooh Ooh, also he was saying how he wants to bring be to Bermuda for the Cup match Holiday, some 5 day weekend holiday thing where everyone just parties it up.. Idk for sure what it is. I just know everyone has off work so it would be "bonding" time with his family. Then at the end of the summer before he or WE go back to RI, he wants to come here, NE, & have bonding time with my family. I think all of this is cool.. I just dunno how it's gonna go down. Cuz shoooooot, I ain't rich lol I don't wanna be in Bermuda all broke sitting in the hotel. Guess I gotta hustle hard until the end of July. I don't mind doing that.. I just don't know how! Lol maybe be a stripper or summin.. they make bank, if you're cute.. in which I AM :-) . Anyways, what else is there to say? Hmm, D made it "facebook official" lol that term cracks me up, but for those that have facebook, you know it's more personal than MySpace.. So now it says I am engaged To D..S.. (that's his name, just not gonna fill y'all stalkers in THAT much). Makes me feel really special actually, I know that's lame, but for those who know my situation/relationship with D ; you would understand that it's a "big" step kinda. & Yes D and I will marry, idk when.. but I love this kid unconditionally.. After a year of having what I have come to know as the best thing for me.. Why waste time? Anyways, Sorry Edward (Cullen) for cheating on you.. I'll discuss the whole Polyandry, a woman having more than one husband, thing over with my soon-to-be husband. Hopefully he says it's cool. Hehe :-) I'm a nerd. Hmmmm, yeah I live with my sister now... big difference, I like it. I am still in school of course, only like 3 weeks left & finals - then SUMMER! *Woot Woot* Gotta love the summer time. I swear I'm gonna move to an island, I need warm weather all the time, or I'm just not happy. Okay, maybe I am still happy but I am much happier in the summer time. Ask around. Ooh BTW, my ma (mom) went grocery shopping for me. I LOVE HER. & Now I'm just staring at the food she got and getting hungry. I think it's time to go eat. TOODLES! :-)

*Sorry I don't proofread, I really don't care THAT much*

My Wedding!

Well for those of you that don't know who that super sexy guy is, his name is Edward Cullen, or Robert Pattinson is his real name. But I'm not in love with Rob, I'm in love with Edward Cullen. The vampire from Twilight.. yeah, he's pretty much the love of my life.

& I just wanted to let all you guys know that him and I will be getting married. I'm sorry if any of you "groupies" are upset, but he's mine. (Once I find him)

So yeah, our marriage will probably be like in .. August 2086 ; because it probably will take me that long to find him. (since he is a vampire).

Toodles ♥

FML

www.fmylife.com && http://failblog.org are like the funniest/weirdest damn websites.

*In my opinion! That stuff just cracks me up!

Anyways, that's all for this blog.

Yeah, It was like 2 seconds after the last one but it's because I forgot to add it to that one
& yeah, I just wanted another post! =)

Sayyy whhaaaa, Kaye's (finally) blogging??

Hmmmm. What shall I blog about?! How about my WONDERFUL last couple weeks.

My life has been very positive in every aspect! I am very focused on school (no matter how much I complain of homework, I still love schoolin!). My relationships with family, friends, etc are going good, *Surprise Surprise* Lol not really. I just used to be a biiatttchhh most of the time. Now I am mega sweet n look/admire the positive things in life! *Yay*

What else? Hmmm, I've come to notice who/what I really don't want or need in my life. So guess what? Those things are no longer there!

O0Oh OoOh, guess what else!!!! I lost weight, & didn't even know it.... until I stepped on the scale of course. *Woot Woot* ; I just gonna continue doin what I do, which is..? I really don't know.

I think these last couple weeks have been the most I've smiled and laughed since like forever.
Great news huh?!

What else should I tell you ppl? Who am I talking to when I ask these questions?! Lol, I doubt anyone reads my blogs.. Well it's only like my 2nd one. Well in all actuality it's like my 5th but I deleted the other 3.

Back to blogging. Well, I can't think of much else to write! If you kids wanna know stuff about me.. just ask! You can follow me on twitter =) ... my link thing is like right over there >>>>
Well somewhere over there... Hollllaaaaaaa!!! Lol =D

Finally... About Me!

I'm new to this whole blogging thing! But I'd have to say, I have A LOT to blog about. So this is probably a good place for me. *Smiles* Well I guess I need to tell you folk a little about me! First off, My name is Alissa Kaye. I am going to be 19 in a week! Born and raised in Omaha, Nebraska. - I love it here. But I hate it here. I want to travel and see the world. I'll get there one day. Right now I'm just focused on school and doing what's best for me! Not only is furthering my education an important goal of mine, it's also something I REALLY enjoy doing. I love learning new things. College has opened my eyes to a lot of things and this is only my first semester! Anywho, back to my basics. I love chinese food. I am ADDICTED to Chocolate Milk. Hmmm, Shopping is my hobby. Tend to do that TOO much (in others' opinions). My favorite color is hott pink. My bedroom is hott pink and zebra! *It's thee GREATEST!* Hmmm.. I really want to study abroad in like Europe or something. I am confident. I do not judge ppl. I am very open-minded in most matters. I am opinionated and 100% outspoken. Some take me as being a bitch, I just consider my thoughts REAL and my words BOLD! Get with it, man up! Act like a fool, you'll get treated like a fool. I really want to learn cosmetology, make-up and hair spark my interest.. Probably because that's one thing I really DO NOT know how to do. You see me, you either gon catch me with my hair up in a pony tail or just simply down.. looking plain! Hmmm.. what else do you guys wanna know? Music is my escape, I am pretty much listening to music 90% of the time.. The other 10% would be schoolin and sleepin. I love art. I love fashion. I am learning to be more appreciative of everything that surrounds me. I try to see the good in everyone, sometimes that isn't possible! My past experiences have made me the person I am today. And quite frankly, I love it! I love me, I really do. I was once at a point in my life where I put others WAY before me. Making myself unhappy, while putting smiles on everyone else face. I will say that I still do that to a certain extent. Now, I am just more cautious in who I please! I'm starting to ramble on huh? Sorry guys LOL! More facts about me.. I am very open, with pretty much anything. I am a great advice giver, not so much an advice taker! That's my hardheadedness. I like to think of me as a Princess and for that matter, I do get mad when I don't get my way. I'm trying to get out of that phase. But I just think.. If I can get it.. If I can have it.. How I want it.. Then I'm going to get it dammit! My family is VERY important to me. So are my close friends.. Well they are pretty much family. I live my life by my own rules. I let everyone else do what they do, cuz in the end the only person you can really control is YOU!

I just love life.